Guess what people?!

I AM PREGNANT!

*happy dance time* lol
I am ecstatic and surprisingly I think my husband is even happier then me if that is at all possible! He is seriously the best man and father alive, I swear. I love him to death and I can't wait to have him here to be able to experience this with me for once. He most likely will be there for the birth too! Which is new to us, since he didn't come home from deployment last time until our darling daughter was close to 2 months old. So I am not complaining at all!

Well here is some back story. We have been talking and we decided to try again and try to plan for a baby to be born before he left on his third deployment. So we had an end date to stop trying. To get the ball rolling I made an appointment with my PCM and told him my past and how I was able to carry Rose to full term. So instead of sending me off to the RE and the OB like I thought and me have to wait as patiently as possible, he decided to give me the prescription to metformin himself! I am so lucky! So I started to take the met at the end of January and just prayed that it will make me ovulate. And wam bam March 6-7 came along and I got my first PP cycle!!! *cue another happy dance* So with that I started peeing my happy go lucky self on some ovulation tests and come to find out I ovulated, but late too! So according to my LMP my due date is December 10, 2011. But according to the day I know I ovulated, my due date should be December 12th or 13th. I believe I will have him or her either late November or early December :D

I am freaking nervous and scared to death! I don't want to go through another miscarriage at all. I don't think I will be able to handle another one personally. But anywho, I am high risk from the start. My M/C past and my past pregnancy complications has put me on that lovely list again. I am actually really angry at Tricare for what they did but I am over it now. My PCM put in that he wanted me to go to EVMS to the Maternal Fetal Medicine clinic they have there so they could monitor me and baby properly. Tricare took it into their own hands, and send me to the REGULAR OB at Portsmouth.....oh yea and of course that hospital wanted me to take that stupid class (the one I have taken 4 times already) before I could even make my nurse, and then doctors appointment. I said hell no and had my doctor and his helper call them. They finally understood the rush to get me in so guess who has her first prenatal appointment on the 19th? This girl! I am excited and nervous. I don't want to get bad news but I already have a feeling I will. I have hope, I do, but I can not for the life of me, shake this bad feeling that I have had on my shoulders since I popped the positives on the pregnancy tests. I really hope I can come on this coming Tuesday with wonderful news, like "my baby has a heart beat!" "looking healthy already!" and hopefully even this "my bp is down and I'm not pre-hypertensive anymore!" but we shall see. Wish me luck!